Hello, my name is Damien. And I don’t usually talk about my private life, because since I was kid, I was always shy, and as I grew older, it seemed I get more and more shy and drawn into myself. Having a girl was never an option for me, and I thought that was normal so it was never a problem for me not having a girl.
But there was time I really wanted it, and went with friends to bars. Clubs etc. but still nothing, they got girls and I haven’t, wich made me even more miserable. So I stopped doing that and just stay at home a lot and didn’t had much social life at all. Just me and internet.
Surfing the internet one day, I came across a story of 2 people fallen in love over internet, my first thought that it was fake and haven’t pay much attention to it. And one night I was thinking what if it wasn’t fake, what if its real! I was so hyped and tried it first thing in morning. Found a lot of fake sites, and I could not just trust if the girl is real or not. Then I came across cam site, where girls are actually chatting with you with camera turned on, and I could see with who I was chatting!
I tried with few girls but we didn’t seem to have anything in common, until there was one girl wich I thought we could not have anything in common. But we did, and as more and more we talked, I realized I was falling in love. And next few chats I was afraid to express my feelings at all, because I never did it LOL. So next time I asked her if she would like to meet…
Of course she said yes! I was so surprised that a girl actually wanted to go to date with me, but again, I was scared if she is doing it just for fun and that would not show up. But I decided to give it a go, what could I lose. I waited for her at a bar where we decided to meet. She was late 15 minutes, and I already started to feel bad, and started to pack to go home, but then there she was, I could not describe how happy I was at that moment, we hugged and she sat across me, and I stared at her, just could not believe she was there!
We had amazing night, and I could not realize that I was so relaxed with a girl, maybe it was because of her, that made me so relaxed and that she looks inside of a man, and not how he is from outside. We went home and I could not sleep of excitement! Tomorrow I sent her message if she would want to go on a date with me again, she said yes! I thought this could be a real relationship.
The day was same as last time and I was more relaxed, and even tried to kiss her on lips at end of date, and she was up for it. So I guess we are in relationship from that point. We are now together for 2 years, and who would have ever know that I could meet a girl of my dreams online on camera dating site, its just amazing. If anyone have a problem like me, with lack of confidence, you are welcome to try datecamgirl.net, IT CHANGED MY LIFE!
In Indy, that is short for Indianapolis, there is just so many things to do. I love nature and like to spend as much time as I can there, and from time to time to ride a bike there, even thou is hard really. And in most of cases I like to spend my time alone, especially when I go hiking or camping I riding a bike. Don’t know why it`s just super relaxing for me to be alone with nature, makes me clear my mind totally, and allows me to get to know myself better.
I always believed if you know and love yourself truly you can love and understand others much better. But as time went by, I realized I can`t be alone my entire life, even thou I enjoy being alone in wild, maybe I could find a woman that will understand this, and let me go couple of times per month to have time for myself, and who knows, maybe she will like it too.
Which I will like. I was actually reading some magazine and I found about this site, and they were showing examples of people meeting there and staying in long relationships. But as soon as I have read that is site with camera, my confidence lacked instantly.
But I continued reading just to see what happened to other people and if there is some bad experience. There were actually 4 pages dedicated to it at this magazine, they have paid a lot for commercial or it`s really that popular. So I have read it all, and was amazed how much people gave it positive feedback. And as soon as I started to go home from hiking, I was thinking, should I join a site like that, is that even real, is meeting a person online even possible, or it happens in rare cases. In the end, I decided to give it a try, I will just have to work on my confidence a little since I will be seeing those girls over camera.
And when I got home, my mind has started to think again, should I or should I not, so I decided to make profile before I change my mind lol. And so I did, and there were lots of man and female on the site. Was looking at a lot of girls but could not think of a proper way to start conversation, for me it was like in real, that kind of fear. I really could not tell why do I get a fear like that with talking to a girls, I wonder that does that happens to others or just me.
After a while I was looking to a lot of girls, I thought its time that I send messages to some. And I did, I can`t remember what I wrote exactly, but I know it was nothing smart. Some of the girls didn’t replied at all, and I understand it totally, I would not reply to that kind of message myself haha. But two of them did, and both were shy like me, so it was a real struggle at start to maintain conversation going.
As I realized that I have a lot more in common with one girl, I chose just to talk to her. I like it. But still didn’t want to meet her, or had any wish for it, didn’t knew why I felt like it. And believe it or not, once I was on my bike, and I stopped to buy water in some shop, and I hear some girl calling my name. I turned around and I could not tell who was that girl, and as soon as she came closer I realized it was that girl from site, wow! I was just speechless, didn’t knew how to react, was shocked and happy in same time.
I said hi, and asked her how could she recognize me easy like that. Well you are same as on photos she replied haha. And from there I asked her if she would like to go for a drink sometimes with me and not to be like this, when I am on my bike, she said sure of course. I think that is a situation that happens once in a lifetime, like the universe is telling me that I don’t have to be shy, and just relax. For sure, with this site, you will get a new kind of confidence that will be useful in all areas of your life. And if you ever think about should you join a site like that or no, just take my example.